Friday, December 2, 2011

What have you to be proud of?

Sometimes I wish that I could go back to the days when all I cared about was the color my nails would be, or how long I would get to play outside before dinner. As children we didn’t have a care in the world. Our biggest worries existed in a bubble about as big as we were. We could only stretch so far because of our limited understanding. But as we as humans get older, wiser and more mature; our awareness gets a little bigger. We start to see things with new eyes and a new perspective. And along with that new perspective comes new learning, and with it responsibility. Growing up in a Christian home, one was never without some responsibility. My parents, God bless them, always tried to work in some way to get us up and moving. But we wouldn’t have it. Any responsibility and we would complain until their ears were numb from it. But that’s another story for another time. Speaking of my parents, I miss home so much. I miss the closeness of people who love me and who know me. I miss the warmth and familiarity. Everything was so certain in the old days of my childhood. Nothing changed, summer turned to fall turned to winter, turned to spring again. Christmas is right around the corner and I cant wait to fly home and see my wonderful crazy, movie quoting family. There are 24 days until Christmas everyone...Be sure to know that your family is always there for you and God will never leave you nor forsake you. 
"Sing praises to the Lord, O you his saints, and give thanks to his holy name. For his anger is but for a moment, and His favor is for a lifetime. Weeping may tarry for the night, but joy comes in the morning." Psalm 30:4-5

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

I Will Wait for You

This video is so powerful. I believe that every woman who has ever been pressured to be married, especially those inside the bubble we call bible college, should watch it!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=igCj3jsbcqs&feature=relmfu

What time do you think we have...

"When I am afraid I will trust in you." Psalm 56:3
That is a sign that a little child made and is now hanging opposite me as I sit in this classroom. What comes into our minds when we think about God? A.W. Tozer states that that thought is the most important thing about us. How we perceive God, is how we perceive ourselves and the world around us. Over the past few days I have come to the realization that God is so great. By great I don't mean the high school phrase used to describe your day. I mean GREAT, awesome, magnificent. He is so big to me! There is nothing my God cannot do.
Coming back from a retreat in Hana there are a few things that I have learned. I am nothing with out Christ, but I am something within Christ. I have nothing if not faith. I do not own tomorrow, God has given me right now. I hope that if you are reading this you are encouraged. Though my smile may not be as bright, nor my voice as loud, I will rejoice in the Lord. He has been with me in every situation, circumstance and happy moment in my life. All of these things could be diced and individually made into a blog but I chose to squish all of my thoughts onto one. So I apologize if it seems a bit jumbled. My time in Hana this past weekend was amazing and here are some pictures to help you get the idea of why.









 

Monday, April 25, 2011

A Haleakela Sunrise...

"I see your face in every sunrise, the colors of the morning are inside your eyes." - Phil Wickham  
April 2011

Happy Easter

I find myself in a bit of a dilema... Not only do I not have a clever status update but I don't have anything really to say. Today was an excellent day, we celebrated our freedom in Christ. Leslie and I found ourselves in a bout of nastalgia today. You see church has been at the core of our childhood and adolecence. Christmas Eve was the biggest church service Easter Sunday took a close second. So you see our expectations were high. But just as with everything that happens when you come to a new place, it's never the same. We live in Hawaii, on an island called Maui. Ofcourse things will be different. And why shouldn't they be? Needless to say the church was filled to the gills so to speak and everyone was happy to be there. People who loved us were surrounding us at every corner and it felt like home. To say that it was a dissapointment is untrue. It was just different. I am learning that different is an experience one is constantly apart of. I say all of that to say this, Just because it felt different doesn't mean that God didn't move today. Jesus Christ moved in so many lives and hearts I am sure of it. This weekend was the capstone to a great week and the transition point of the semester. 
I hope this makes sense and I am not just rambling on. I probably am. But if you are reading this, just know that I love you! God loves you and thats how it should be. (Inside family thang) 
Sometimes I wish I was more clever, eloquent or just bold. Why oh why do I settle for less than what God has presented me with? I am scared. like a little kitten fuzz ball who has lost his way. So ready for someone to scoop me up in thier arms but not ready to take the food and the nutrients that they offer. 
HOW IN THE WORLD DID I JUST PULL AN EXAMPLE FROM THAT!
Now I know that I'm tired...
Anyways! Goodnight Dear Friends and Family!
Happy Easter!!!

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Blessings out of Buffetings

Our power went out at approximately 4:00 pm on Friday April 1st.  This was my dinner...because of lack of power...I ate junk. My initial thought was "April Fools." But alas it was not, the power did not come back on until the next Monday April 4th. Despite this dire situation, God turned it into a blessing. 1) I got to use candles. 2) We got to visit with other condos. 3) I learned how best to serve each of the girls. God used others to show me where I was faulting. I praise God for this weekend because he broke me and showed me how to be better. In many other ways as well but in this aspect he was focused. Jesus gave me new life again this weekend! Praise God for power outages.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Everything...

Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again.

You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose...you're everything.

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Cause you're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything,everything...


This song has affected over 16 million lives. A skit was performed to the music by Lifehouse and a new way of seeing Jesus Christ's love came to light. 
Last semester God gave me the desire to do this skit. Although it wasn't applicable last year God has brought it to life this semester. Practices have already begun. The cast is God given and ordained. I chose to direct the skit and not be in it. I want God to work through me, and the cast in such a real way. The performance will be on Good Friday at Calvary Chapel South Maui. 
Pray that God brings people to him through this skit. Pray that he prepares their hearts for what is to come!
I hope all of you who read this can make it out to the service on Good Friday...May Jesus Bless your day today!http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cyheJ480LYA This is the Everything Skit!

Sunday, March 6, 2011

It is well with my soul...

So, this is just some randomness that I decided to post. Just some good memories and times that I don't want to forget. God has revealed so much to me since the last time I posted. I am going on a missions trip to China this summer with a few other bible college students and members of the church here on Maui. Anyways here is just some updates on my life as it is now and as it will be for the foreseeable future. Thanks be to God for allowing me to come this far. 
The Lavender Gardens...

My cleaning buddy and dearest friend Elizabeth on her birthday...

The Valentines day dinner to support missions trips...


A polaroid effect on Picasa...
Tatiana making some mac n' cheese...

All in all God is good. I could not ask for anything more wonderful than what he has already given. Although it is challenging being a dorm steward, God is using it to teach me so much.
Prayer Requests:
Please pray that God will provide the funds for me to go to China.
Pray that I can lead these girls to a closer relationship with Jesus.
Pray that my walk will grow even stronger with Jesus as a result of this semester.